Journalist & Writer
Thinking about love, pt 10: receiving
Last week I got sick. Really sick. Sicker than I’ve ...
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Bekah Stolhandske McNeel
Why Mommy Rides Rollercoasters
Last week, I had a big cry. It’s been a ...
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Bekah Stolhandske McNeel
Thinking about love, pt 9: friendship
This Wednesday, my son Asa asked if we could go ...
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Bekah Stolhandske McNeel
Thinking about love, pt 8: desire
Like any good exvangelical, I have a complicated relationship to ...
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Bekah Stolhandske McNeel
Thinking about love, part 7: nurture
Last Wednesday night, I noticed that Sir Fluffy Meatball, our ...
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Bekah Stolhandske McNeel
Thinking about love, pt 6: expression
In 2018, I submitted my childhood journals to a show ...
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Bekah Stolhandske McNeel
Thinking about love, pt 5: fidelity
The summer before my junior year in high school I ...
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Bekah Stolhandske McNeel
Thinking about love, pt 4: authority
I’ve been asked lately, for a book club, to find ...
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Bekah Stolhandske McNeel
Thinking about love, pt 3: weights and measures
Sometimes my son and I play a little word game. ...
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Bekah Stolhandske McNeel
Thinking about love pt 2: the elements
Of all the gifts this past year has given me, ...
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Bekah Stolhandske McNeel
Thinking about love, pt 1: Touch the wounds
This morning both of my kids crawled into bed with ...
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Bekah Stolhandske McNeel
How Shadow Work is Different from Sin Hunting
For as long as I have been out of Reformed ...
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Bekah Stolhandske McNeel
Mediums, Quantum Mechanics, and Abundant Life
A panentheistic installment of the Heterodox and Fine, I Guess ...
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Bekah Stolhandske McNeel
Dr. Banner and the Dragon
A psychedelic installment in the Heterodox and Fine, I Guess ...
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Bekah Stolhandske McNeel
What Is Symphony, What Is Noise, What is Silence
A harmonious installment of the Heterodox and Fine, I Guess ...
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Bekah Stolhandske McNeel
Awake at Night: the journey into mystery begins
A magical installment in the Heterodox and Fine, I Guess ...
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Bekah Stolhandske McNeel















